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Before I was a Mom;I never knew that something so small could effect my life so much, I never knew that I could love someone so much,I never knew I would love being a Mom,I didn't know the bond between a Mother & her child,I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

taste of poison.

I am pretty much Proud of MY UTAH UTES we are now 6-0.. :)
Georgia is 3-4 :/
BYU IS 2-5 sooo that makes me soo happy ha suckers
ohhh and BYU is playing Georgia Tech in 2012 and well i dislike both teams so I hope georgia wins though.

I got to see my old roomie Julie and met her baby boy, it was so wierd seeing her as a mother but i could tell how happy she is :) also i have two old roomies of mine gettin married this coming month and couldnt be more than happier for both. I hope i can find that one.

So I started visitation schedule today umm that was the hardest thing ever, I dont think I can do this, I am going to need my friends to support me on this. I am not trying to be selfish but its already hard for me i dont get to see lily for the whole day and then have to give her up for a few hours twice a week blah give me strength.

I also had sushi with my good friend vanny I love her :)

So two deaths happen recently this past week, my cousins grandmother pass away and my good friends boyfriend :(
RiP Grandma Dorothy & RiP Colby Smith :(

ahh halloween is soon & I dk what I am going to be; but Lily is going to be a Lady Bug!!!


- love ya'll
jenn

Friday, October 8, 2010

I hope you regret your decison;

ahh typical its a Friday Night, I am staying in with my little one. :) It cant get better than that but I do have some exciting plans; tomorrow I am watching the Utah Game (LETS GOO UTESS) with Lily at my friends Dereks Place( I am glad I have friends who understand I have a child & invite not me but us to do things) & I am going to a concert Wiz Khalifa with my bestest girlfriends Vanessa& Kylee; pretty stoked. So it should be fun, downside I gotta work tmrw morning& I got community service hours too just 3 hrs left, but ill be finish with it. No more community hours, then starting classes BOOOOOO.

So Last weekend I went to boise, it was surely amazing. I had so much fun I met a lot of funny & nice people. I love the bar atmosphere out there. I got to be myself, But my favorite part was riding the mechanical bull TWICE, yes i did it TWICE. I was so excited, I scream pretty much the whole time but thats because it was so fun. :) I cant wait to go back to Boise.


So I have been on some dates and its going well because I have variety and I definitly know what I'm looking for. :) some day ill find that prince for me & lily bug.

Utah is 4-0'!!! hells yeah its about to be 5-0 tmrw

Georgia is 1-4 :( we are gettin killed this year we had an amazing season two years ago but wtf seriously, I STILL LOVE MY DAWGS I STILL REPRESENT THEM FROM UTAH :)

oh and guess what BYU IS 1-4 that makes me GIGGLE hahaha dumb cougars, I dont have anything against BYU I have alot of friends who goes there or allumi but when it comes down to FOOTBALL I'm a total UTE FAN. MY FUTURE HUBBY BETTER BE A UTE FAN.

well I'm out love ya'll who actually read this