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Before I was a Mom;I never knew that something so small could effect my life so much, I never knew that I could love someone so much,I never knew I would love being a Mom,I didn't know the bond between a Mother & her child,I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

just you & me kid.

      So this is my first time blogging since that one old website xango. I am going to try to not be too personal with my life on it as possible. So I am Jenn, I am from georgia, but now currently live in the grand state of mormons ha ha UTAH, but I am 22 in school, working and taking care of my daughter Lily. So I'm a single mama, its not easy but its worth it :) Lily is almost 2; I cant believe how the time flies. I love my daughter more than anything. Shes my world. Point Blank.


     Many ask if the father is in the picture, He wants to be.  Though i am keeping Nick away from her right now at the moment because I am having issues with him.. I do hope we can get it resolved. I know its not fair to her but I hate fighting with him, I feel as if I lost a good friend of mine. A lot of bs went down at the end of summer. I was disrespected & wont tolerate it. But its probabaly too personal to write on this. but Its hard on me, but prob harder on Lily. I hate being on bad terms with him. He lost a very close friend to him, RiP ERIC I wish I could of been there for him and to help him but I couldnt. its emotionally exhausting...So Lily doesnt deserve this mess at all . But i know things will be ok in the end.


      So lately I have notice some of my friends dont understand that I have priorites that I now have a kid. When i chose to keep her, I knew my life would change. I hate having to prove to ya'll my kid comes first thats just common sense she does. If you cant accept that, your not my friends. I cant go out every night people, plus i dont want to i have school in the morning and work. I am gone from 7 to 8 every day I am exhausted and just wanna hit the sack. Plus its nice to actually do stuff too with my friends and my kid together. Umm we could go to dinner, the park, event thats appropriate with a child. ya know? just venting there. Though I do hope to find a guy who can accept Lily and I, that will be the day, so the dating begins again bahahah ha but any who football season is here;

Utah Utes are now 3-0 this is amazing, i love my Utes!! haha and BYU is 1-2 bahahahaha, though Georgia needs to step up their game. they are 1-2 :( I love my dawgs no matter what though.


I am going to Boise, Idaho in october pretty excited to get away for a while, & just relax, chill with some girl friends & meet new people. :) girls just wanna have fun right?

but thats all for now ill update later i am waiting for lily to get rested so i can take her on a walk & to the park. then going on a bullet bike ride woot :)

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